It took me a long time to find the title of this article, I knew I wanted to talk about this particular month of the year but I had a hard time defining it, unlike for example I love December!
February is a month that always forces me to question myself, after the good energy of the new year (reread Happy New Year 2021), there are always events that shake my schedule and make me reconsider my decisions and even my whole life!
Strangely, a lot of my actions took place during this period, not because of an overflowing creativity, but because the universe is pushing me each time, leading me out of my comfort zone and bringing out the fighter that is within me, the warrior who never gives up on my dreams ...
"The worst brings out the best in me ..." L.
Here I am, several days after the sudden and dramatic announcement of the breakup by my ex-fiancé and the cancellation of our wedding, I choose to marry myself in Santorini.
As I sell my apartment, get rid of all my furniture, and carefully pack my wedding dress in my hand luggage, I prepare to leave Australia, the country that was my home for 7 wonderful years.
I'm not quite sure what I'm doing right now, overwhelmed by pain and fear of the future, yet I'm sure my Solo Wedding is the right decision.
First failure in the process of freezing my eggs, I was then in the Spanish capital, Madrid.
I'm in a store when my doctor calls me to tell me the bad news, always upbeat and positive, I'm not prepared for it, a stab in my heart, another disappointment and the fear of never succeeding that inhabits me now...
This is the moment I’ve chosen to launch Blog About L. with the first article on Valentine's Day to honour love: My Solo Wedding in Santorini.
Like a spell that I cast to bring positive vibes into my life.
Some financial issue befell me while I’m in Crete, writing my first book My Solo Wedding in Santorini.
No way to give up now, I just can't accept that.
And a second magazine cover that confirms my project, a sign from the universe.
After a round trip to Athens at the Australian Embassy, the support of my parents and the precious help of one of my friends, I can breathe again, I can finish what I started…
I plan to spend time with my best friend in Paris, then go back to Greece, I stop for a few days at my sister's in Reims on the way, but the lockdown is announced, I stay in France (and I haven’t taken the plane since…).
Several months you’re asking for videos, I start then, and once again post my first video on YouTube and Instagram on Valentine's Day.
I must admit that I was very nervous at this idea, yet today I take great pleasure in sharing these moments with you, you’re always helping me to grow ...
And making videos in public spaces is even more intimidating, but I'm doing pretty well I guess😊 ...
Then again, not everything was as pink as in my last article Pink my Love Colour, but this time I refused to see the negative side, what must happen, happens, and every disappointment is an open door to a greater possibility.
Yes, I was expecting a lot from this collaboration with a famous agent from New York, who believed in my project, one option that evaporates in nature, but how many more that appear without knowing it?
Like a gardener, I plant seeds, but I can't see yet what is germinating.
Having faith and keeping my inner peace is what matters most to me now. Hence, a lot of coaching, mentoring to develop myself on a personal and spiritual level.
Constantly growing in order to flourish ...
So yes, happy February because despite hardships, I stretched the limits of my consciousness to better see the infinite possibilities of happiness. I found peace.
A blog which has become a website with videos and excerpts from my book (not yet published).
An adventure that never ceases to take me to unknown and exciting territories.
My joy of life that I share daily on my social media.
And this interaction that I have with you, which carries me and makes me want to give you more.
Three years that I share with you my life, my dreams, my inspiration ...
Happy February, Happy Blog Anniversary!
"Chasing your dreams is the biggest fight of your life. "L
And Happy Birthday to all Pisces, including my mum!
Have a good week,
Love & Joy,